I just got off the phone with Christie who was at Kohl's shopping.  Yeah I am a little jealous.  Jk! Christie is like the best person in the world!  Oh my gosh...what is really funny is I just got her screen name for AIM & I am spelling her name right, although her real name is Christina Marie Burns, just like me, I think I already established that, but whatever.  Ok I am going to call Boo & do my homework & then hopefully go to bed at a decent time so I won't be too tired for seminary tomorrow, although I am going no matter what.  Hopefully we are getting together on Thursday.

I just got off the phone with Boo.  I told her about Christie & counseling & that I went to seminary.  So it was brief.  I am going to call her tomorrow to see if we can possibly get together or something. 

I just want to have fun & not worry about school or my health (mentally or physically).  I am so thankful for Christie's example to me.  I just am so happy for her that I wish I could talk & we could hang out more, but oh well.  We have hung out more than I have with anyone else in high school.  I mean she came over to my house yesterday.  Nobody ever comes in my house.

Well, I love Christie, I love Boo, I love Kira, Julienne, Eden, Linnae, Natalie, Amanda, Caitlin, the list goes on.  Ashleigh I have not forgotten about you.  I love you too & I want you to know that we can talk & I am here for you.  Although like I keep saying I am really trying to not be online as much, but I want to be your friend & hope that you will forgive me & we can just be friends & hang out & talk like we did before. 

I need to do some homework.  I wish I was motivated because all I feel like doing right now is crying myself to sleep.  Maybe if I put in a movie & watch that while I do my homework that will help.  Ok, seriously going to go now.

Oh my gosh...Canada was so much fun.  I can't believe how many friends I actually have.  It kind of freaks me out.  I took tons of pictures & two plus hours of video footage.  I am not going to school today because to me it is like 3am right now not 12am.  Plus I never wrote my spanish composition.

I am SO glad that I cleaned my room before I left.  Coming home to a clean room was way nice.  Now maybe I will unpack quickly.  I don't know what my day is going to consist of today, but I know I am going to seminary & I am writing my spanish composition.

There is so much I want to write about my trip it is not even funny.  Christie is getting baptized soon.  Like sometime this month.  Yeah, that was surprising & it is way cool.  She is not doing it for Michael either.  She is doing it for her.  She & I missed general conference this weekend.  Oh well.  I think we are going to have to have a general conference party.

Flights...let's see.  On the way from San Diego to Chicago it was window, Bree, Rhea, me, aisle.  On the way from Chicago to Toronto it was aisle, Cala, Emily, me, window.  On the way from Toronto to Dallas it was aisle, me, Christie, Lindsay, window.  On the way from Dallas to San Diego it was window, Christie, me, some random guy that I didn't know, but he was nice, aisle.  No I did not get lucky to sit my the people I wanted to, but we did some rearranging & trading of the seats on our boarding passes.  I am glad I got to sit by different people.  Erin was not on the same plane as me, so that was not an option.

Brian is so funny.  The bus & then at the airport...I have it all on video.  Christie loved it so much & was laughing so hard.  He was great with his kind of ganster look & dancing to a song with french lyrics.  It was way funny.

Drama, drama, drama....the first night I was way sad.  But then things got better from there.  I am so excited Christie is getting baptized.  That is funny to me, just because when we were at the airport she looked different, like more wholesome & not like she was trying to be sexy or anything like that.  Come to find out she is going to be Mormon.  Yay!  I have never seen someone convert yet, so this is really cool to me.  We talked & hung out a lot.  She had issues with Michael because he & Elizabeth hung out together & he & Christie had just gone out on Monday & Tuesday & were getting back together.

Well, I should go to bed.  I really could write all night, but I need to get up for seminary.  Wow I am going to get real sleep!

Ashleigh, I love you & I am still thinking about everything.  I think I am decided though that you can pretty much disregard that letter & talk.  Although, I feel like I need to not be online so much & get my priorities straight is you know what I mean.  I am sorry about the whole thing.  That night things happened that shouldn't have & it led me to thinking & saying bad things.  So sorry.  I do love you, we are still friends, & yeah let's keep talking & hanging out.  But if I am not always available I am sorry.  I want to try to not be so computer oriented as it seems to be the center of my life & that is not good because Christ should be the center of my life.  I hope this makes sense.  I am very glad to hear that you have not cried in a while & yeah my trip was a blast although it had hard times.  I would definitely not have traded it for the world.